Donnerstag, 27. Oktober 2011

Theme Parks

In Malaysia, we got plenty of these places.
The most popular I think is Genting Highland.

I have an intention to go to a theme park
with my family one day. The place is not GH
only. It is a place, where my dream could come true.

What kind of dream? I am not sure. But trust me,
that place will never be disappointing.
Take a break, if you're capable to travel
to the Europe.

This beautiful theme park, probably
the most beautiful in the world,
I have to be there. It is one of my dream
since the first time I saw this place.

Where or when did I saw this place,
please watch the video below.. .

Name: Ich und Ich - So Soll Es Bleiben (It Should Stay Like This)
Destination: Adalah. Watch first.

InsyaAllah one day, I can go here with my family.
or maybe with someone.. ;)

Kita merancang, Allah SWT akan tentukan.. :)

p/s: (biarlah aku naik kereta kabel yang ada di Malaysia ini dulu) hehe

Wassalam.

Mittwoch, 26. Oktober 2011

Blind Night

What do some people experienced at the usual time like in 0300hours?
Superstitions. As known as ghost and spirits.
Do you believe in these things?
Do you have any experience about this matter?

Actually, I am writhing this for those who believed this things.
It is not that I am so brave, no. Together to remember.. .

Dear,
About this things, it's better if you just ignore it.
If one night you got thirsty and go to the kitchen alone,
Just focus on you 'mission'.. . Just grab a glass and
drink. Don't look anywhere else. Because, you
can't be sure where that thing might be.
With your blurry and 'mamai' condition.
Stop your curiosity. You still got tomorrow, aye?

Train yourself to avoid looking at places like
above the cabinet, beside the sink, or behind curtains and
mostly in your house angles.. . Stop looking at those places.
Takde pekdahnye.. .

This is very dangerous habit. Who knows if you
suddenly looked at their face accidentally and scream,
they'll start to disturb you and you might actually
see them too because they want you to see them
anytime even in the afternoon and evening.

I want to help you, they're everywhere and they look
absolutely strange. They'll never stop leaving you alone
and they'll follow you wherever you go including school.

Okay, if you saw them, look somewhere else and say to
yourself about something like 'this kitchen needs a new look'
or 'huh, why got school tomorrow' and bla bla bla.
Talk alone.

Once they liked you, they'll never leave you.
The best solution is to meet religious person
and you can ask for their helps.. :)

If you saw them right now, ignore them..,
don't look! Ignore and leave this place a.s.a.p.
don't forget to say.. , 'why too much mosquitoes here..'
or any other words that have nothing to do with
that things.. ;)

Tips, don't say it loudly. Not slowly but in
your normal tone.. Don't let yourself in this matter
and do wash your feet before going to your bed.. .


And yes, I don't make this one up. It is based from my friends' experience and
few help from 'special friend'. He is younger than me and currently he
were still studying in a vocational school.

Alhamdulillah, nothing ever disturbs me. Most importantly,
jaga solat, jaga diri, mulut jangan melancang.
Peringatan bersama :)

FEAR OF ALLAH S.W.T

Okay. Guten Tag!

Chained Letter

In Wikipedia, it says that:

A typical chain letter consists of a message that attempts to the recipient to make a number of copies of the letter and then pass them on to as many recipients as possible. Common methods used in chain letters include emotionally manipulative stories, get rich fast scheme, and the exploitation of superstition to threaten the recipient with bad luck or even physical violence or death if he or she "breaks the chain" and refuses to adhere to the conditions set out in the letter. Chain letters started as actual letters that one received in the mail. Today, chain letters are generally no longer actual letters. They are sent through email messages, postings on social network sites, and text messages.

There are two main types of chain letters:

1. Hoaxes - Hoaxes attempt to trick or defraud users. A hoax could be malicious, instructing users to delete a file necessary to the operating system by claiming it is a virus. It could also be a scam that convinces users to send money or personal information. Phishing attacks could fall into this.

2. Urban legends - Urban legends are designed to be redistributed and usually warn users of a threat or claim to be notifying them of important or urgent information. Another common form are the emails that promise users monetary rewards for forwarding the message or suggest that they are signing something that will be submitted to a particular group. Urban legends usually have no negative effect aside from wasted bandwidth and time.

In my opinion, chained letter were created by someone for his/her benefits. Still, I don't give a damn. At first, I saw a chained letter about a ghost with no face bla bla bla will appear and kill you. Ohh I am so scared! I don't have time to do such forwarding or something like that. Tuuihh~!

Get a life. Seriously. There are still so many people actually still fall for this little nuisance! But I didn't expect things like what the Wikipedia explained up there. Scheme or whatever? Errr.. . I don't even know why I am writing this post. Bored perhaps? Honestly, I just copy and paste this note from my Tagged account.
Awkward so sudden.

Guten Tag! :3

Biarkan Berlalu

Honestly, I feel so bad and sad. Do you know how it feels like to be ignored by someone you love? After all these years of waiting. Gone. I've find out that someone I know.. . He didn't love me back. Instead, he was with someone else. Much more mature than me. That woman! Arrrgg!! ! I often see him sms-ing and calling someone.

This is how the things happen:

Almost 10 years, I've waited for his love, only. My loyalties to wait for him to accept me in his life. How harsh I acted to reject other men who wants me in their life. Useless.. . My heart breaks into million pieces and he doesn't even care. If he love me, surely he told me to wait for him. But no! He refuse to look at me and even let me look bad in-front of his friends in our last conversation. Yes, no one knows about this. But I am sort of happy to admit, both of them (Him and that woman) I heard and saw them together. Looks sama cantik sama padan. In fact, I don't know why so sudden, I feel happy and relieved to see them together.

All these years. Why? :'( I am so sad! Yet, now I've learnt my lesson. Don't put my hope too high! I should concentrate more on my studies than to focus on him. He didn't bother much in my focus while studying but I still angry for my final exams result in semester 1. Ah! >:'(

I know so many things about him that other people didn't know. So many! I may feel hesitate few times to stop loving him. Me and him. We are different and why I love him? Because he is different than other men I have met in my life. He maybe smaller than me and his behavior are way different than me, but I accept him the way he is. Although most of the people around me thinks that we both are not match, based on our physical. I admit, rupa penting juga. Nak biar orang lain sedap mata memandang.

Ehm. Maybe I didn't look into this world far enough. The men I've met in my life are the 1/4 over the 1/4 from quarter. See how many more men I have not met yet? I tend to think that he is the last man on Earth. Urgh I often forget that marriage were made in heaven.

One day, I realized it is happening again. The younger men I fell in love with, ended up I love them like I love a little brother. I should love someone older than me. Someone who born earlier than me. Then something wake me up and tell me that I.. . I love him as if I love a little brother!

This things happened few times and maybe this is the longer times. Last time this thing happens, when I fall in love with a boy for 3 years. And someone few month and this longest period, almost 10 years. Wooow I've wasted so much time over something that is not for sure.

Sometimes I am confused. I don't care if he didn't care about me. But what matters is that he is healthy and safe. It is fine for me to just looking at him from the distance. I want him to be happy that's all.

THIS CASE IS VERY CONFUSING YOU KNOW?!

CONFUSING CONFUSING CONFUSING!

Turns out that, he is much happier without me. He didn't need me in his life. Maybe he prefer to only have me as someone he called 'friend'. I don't mind. Although most of my friends jokes with me about him, I don't know why I laughed and feel kinda happy about it. Deep inside, I don't love him anymore. LOVE FOR HIM, IS GONE!

Now, I am officially reveal that, I will not love someone younger than me. Yes, he is few month younger than me. I am July and he is August. So, no more cinta, just sayang.

Honestly, I have stopped loving him since that July 2011, as I have met someone new. My first time I lay my eyes on him, I fall in love. The way he came and talk to me. Not far from a place called 'Kayangan'.. . Last week, I've met him again. What happened then, I refuse to tell anyone now. Other than me, only my buddies and some family members know. Let it be a secret.

InsyaAllah. Walaupun kita dah ke haluan masing2, biarlah semua itu menjadi tak lain dan tak bukan, hanyalah kenangan.

Kakak sayang awak, Zawawi. Let it ends here. Right now. LIFE MUST GO ON. I will open a new page now.. .

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

Samstag, 15. Oktober 2011

Moon Halo

Moon, is the only real satellite for Earth and a very beautiful thing we can see at night.
It doesn't glow, but the beautiful glow are actually coming from the sun, and reflected its color to our place. Sometimes we can see it white, red or any other colors.

While 'halo' stands for 'ring'. The ring we saw above angels, its call halo. Also there are 'halo effects'. A good thought and expectations towards other. (Ring above angels? I wouldn't agree. Human can't see angels. These are believed by most people). Uhm ok.. .

Moon halo has made both meanings differently. I don't know about it. Just.. :

It should be enough to explain this beautiful phenomenon.
On the day this thing happens, the day is so beautiful. Like usual, blue sky and fluffy white clouds. I manage to snap few photos of it. Others said that they saw kalimah Allah S.W.T when its happen. But sadly I won't be able to see it because there are no clouds near the moon.

The moon stood up above my house. Subhanallah! Yes, not forgetting. The social networks are hot with the posts about this phenomenon. Until, the printed media talked about it.. :) It's an omen! The end is nearly near! Allahuakbar!

No matter what, Allah S.W.T is the one and only the Almighty.
Thank you Allah S.W.T for this opportunity to see one of your beautiful creations!

Let's repents and may Allah S.W.T grants us his Heaven! Amin.. .

Nerds & Geeks

These two categories are not same and may have few differences.
Recently, I am quite curious to find out the difference.
But things I am sure, that they are some high quality people.
Yes, comparing to the jocks and bitches. They are way much better.

It started when I have been called as 'nerd' by some people I know out there.
It's been years, since I was in school. At first, I thought nerds/geeks are people
who are wearing specs and unfriendly. Such judgmental freaks! They don't know me.

Here is the link that tells you the differences:

And look what I've found!

Then, try this too:

My result:
I'm 42.5% nerdy!
My computer appears to be my best friend!

» Take the Nerd Test at MindViz

The conclusion is, I can be considered as a member of these groups. Among these four,
I am not the dork. Dweeb? Depends. And hey! I am proud! I don't give a damn about what people want to say about people like us! And those some people should NEVER THINK that we wish we were popular like them. We are the people that rule the world.

Nerds is a compliment!

UNITE!!! !! !


No Life

In my few days after holidays, I decided to work part time. Somewhere.. .
Too bad, abah told me "rehat je kat rumah". I obey sudey. I can fill up these days
with what I do best. Cooking, lepaking, santai, outing, Deutsching, and sleeping.
It is kinda weird. In college I sleep for a long time but I can't do so at home.
Oh sick.. .

So far, nothing special happened and I just couldn't wait for my final exam's result.
Found out from Facebook. Some people made an event about the final exam.
It is on the 04th of November 2011. All these times I just being bother to check out
the student portal because I JUST COULDN'T WAIT!

So, I just get back to what I planned during the final weeks in college (after exams).
Huaaarrhh~

Eat till the fullest
Fix my complexion
Learn Deutsch
OK ke KO on Gempak Magazine
Shop for new clothes
Movies
and
Hangouts

So far I manage to do some of these things.

Done for now. Guten Tag!

A Week In Nilai

I spent about a week in Nilai at my cousin's, Eli. My first intention is to learn how to cook (asam pedas, the signature dish by my aunt). Too bad my aunt cooks too fast and I won't be able to come and see. It is not an excuse. Ehem.

That place is the most beautiful place in Nilai in my opinion. The reasons are simple. It is cold and the room is just too beautiful. The structures and lighting.. . Also, they got playground. Honestly, that is the only source of entertainment for me. I don't bring my laptop because I want to spend my time, talking with them all. I don't like TV, so I prefer to have a non-stop conversation with her neighbors. In-front and upstairs. Nana's family and siblings. Yep, it is the first time I saw Nana's eldest brother. He's smoking. Shh~ ;p Polite Farhan, fun Kia and cute Baby. Kitty and aunty.. . I miss aunty so much. I wish I have neighbor like them all. Yes yes yes. Not forgetting the people upstairs. Aunty Lily and family. Her children are polite and some are tooooo hyper :p

Her (Eli's) neighbors are nice people. Nana and Arif's family are so sweet. There are too many things and experiences I got along the week. Most of the time, it was raining and I forget to mention that Nana got her PMR exams along the week. I am so shy I would not be able to teach her Mathematics. Still, I manage to help her with Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.. :) Also we played piano, cucurucho! :D And I told him to be a great designer and design clothes for me one day.. .

So many things I found and learn here but there are something else that really disappointing me. Biarlah rahsia.. :( Things I done, out, snap photos, and more. Hope to share the photos soon! :)

It will be sad if I burden Mokteh and Pokteh. So it is better if I gettahellaout after a week. I love them so much. I promise I will never forget your advice.. .

Be back to this post soon!

Take care and bye bye.

Semester 2 Break

Some of the things are changed, and I realized it was my fault for being too 'preoccupied'. I really want to apologize to all of them. Other things, I am not sure too. About studies, improved I guess.. :)

Yes. Thanks to Allah for giving me another chance to improve my studies. Previously, I only get 3.25 for my CGPA. That is low. I blame my Mass Media and co-curriculum subject. P.A.R.T, Why? Because the chapters involves are the 12 and 13. I read again from 1-11. Haven't got chance to study the last two because time for study is up. Yes I haven't sleep until the day for that exam.

Lesson for me here, always study and not remembering only for exams. And, the co-curriculum that time is the Kesatria Negara. More like army stuffs and compulsory for part 1 students like me. By the time for the physical test, I fell ill. All so sudden!! ! That is not my day. 0 mark for me. Thanks a lot you evil S*%#!! So I just rest with some other mulut celupars beside me! Doh!

Alhamdulillah I am not alone. I got Dila with me that time. With all these lame reasons of mine, I will make sure it won't happen again. Like the Malay says "jangan biar pisang berbuah kali kedua". Shame on me too. Embarrassing result! Sorry parents!

And now.

I manage to improve my attitude. It is fine to be alone and not being with other people beside me. I got two malaikat and Allah with me all the time. I can go anywhere I want without being controlled and I feel much more peace. Still, I want to hang out with them. I like my classmates so much. But I don't really have a choice. My dad didn't send me there for free. So you know what I mean. Please understand.. :)

Oh ok. Then I go back to the way it should be. Everything seems easy to me. Not to mention the stressful time to cover all chapters. This must be the shortest semester ever! Tup tap tup tap, after the joy and efforts we all gave, it finally ends. The last paper ends in the 30th September 2011. Me and my roommates are able to do our room clearance early, so we can gettahellouttahere as fast as possible. No more bed sheet, being washed, so I keep my mattress folded in half. There's no way I am sleeping on that naked bed. So I decide to bring a flat mattress in part 3. Not only better but comfortable. So that time, I just have to be patience.. :) Patience is a virtue!

On the last day of the exam and in the campus, I wear a black ZNK, khaki Padini and green tudung. And still, my black Power sandal. The paper is not bad. Only my pens are making my life harder. I accidentally left my favorite and special Faber-Castell pens on my working station. Then I used my precious Stabilo Performer, the samples. Well, they saved me. Danke schon, Schwan!

Back to my room, on the last day of this semester, I finished packing all my stuff and wait for my brother to fetch me.. . Too bad! I hate putting someone in trouble because of me. Since that time is still morning (exam starts at 0830hours), I listen to my mid. music. Then I fell asleep, with earphone, I barely heard my brother calling me. He's on his way. Oh dear the room is so pleasant, with the very good temperature and weather.. . Why today.. . Huh. I was the 4th person who leaves the chamber. Some other thing, and then I leave. Take care you all.

Then me and my brother are going to eat. We came to a wrong place. The worst place ever! No water to wash hands, lots of flies and stinks! I was a fool, I ordered the foods too early! Fool me! As usual, nasi putih and tom yam. I asked for seafood tom yam. Hrrghh I'll post about this story in my upcoming post.

Terserempak Dila kita yang berbaju Dang Wangi.. :3 Then we had a little chat, and we leave the dump. Then I noticed a huge garbage can. F^$*! I go back to my brother's house, and then my dad fetch me home. Two trips. I am a trouble maker. Alhamdulillah, I arrived at home safely.. .

SO THEN MY HOLIDAY STARTS!

p/s: I will wait for my final exam result for this semester in the 4th November 2011!


Sonntag, 11. September 2011

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?




Ada Apa Dengan Cinta? @ What's Up with Love? adalah suatu cerita pasal kisah hidup remaja. Ditayangan pada tahun 2002. Aku baru je 10 tahun masa tu. Tahun ni, baru aku tengok cerita ni.

Cerita ni tentang seorg gadis manis bernama Cinta yang pandai mengarang puisi. Kemudian dia berkenalan dengan lelaki yang paling dingin (bagi akulah). Kemudian mulalah kisah-kisah yang tak terduga sepanjang perkenalan mereka.

I don't know why, but this scene is so.. . cold!

Persahabatan mereka sangat indah. Sayang ini hanya lakonan :')

Too bad!

Aku cuma mampu download dari YouTube sahaja. Walaupun LQ, tapi setiap saat movie tu ditayangkan, setiap saat itulah aku teringat kepada si dia. Yes who else? My first love. Movie tu tayang masa tahun 2002=darjah 4, itu lah tahun yang paling manis dalam zaman sekolah rendah aku. Berdebar-debar saat aku teringat si dia. Aku yakin dia pun masih ingat.. . Tak mungkinlah aku akan lupakan apa yang terjadi antara kita, disaat itu. Yes. Tak tenang nak enjoy jalan cerita AADC.. . Setiap scene yang ada buat aku teringat kepada dia.

(Astarghfirullah al Azim.. . Ya Allah ya Tuhanku. Sepatutnya aku mengingati Kau.)

No matter what, this is a must watch movie for all people out there, but not for immature people.. . It's for someone other than that.

Bye for now. Guten Tag!

Career Prospect Exhibition



Career Prospect Exhibition or CAPE is an event made by part 2 students from Mass Communication. This event are related to our CMP281(communication management policy) subject and includes about 20% to our assignment marks.

Each class got 3 booth and it needs to be decorate according to what they got. Like my class, we got the Office Management. Other got Art&Design, Tourism, Business and more. So we do the Event Management and other 2 related with OM. We dressed in office wear.

The decoration and stuffs are made by them. Chairs, mat, lampu lip lap, candles and more. I do almost nothing. Just the words above our booth and do whatever to make the booth clean. Not to mention playing sabotage. Hahhaa very nice. The balloon will not explode.

Songs? This is my chance! I played Ridge Racer type.4 Direct Audio. It was the best idea to do. Not only I played my favorite music loudly, I also shared the music with them.

I don't want to talk much. Hopefully these photos are enough to show some of the things. I don't have much photos and it is not mine.. . One day I'll bring my own camera.. .

Launching ceremony about 8.30 a.m.

Our glamorous booth.

The texts.

Our class members.

Peeps giving some information and explain more about our booth to the new rector (red)and our new coordinator (checkered). The woman with yellow file is our CMP281 lecturer, Madam Raihan. She always support me when I fall.. :') Hope to have her for the next sem!

"Good" :)

Then the time goes by. It will be like a short story if I wrote rest of em. Other students seems jealous because our booth got place to sleep. About foods and stuffs. Yeah, I was very angry with a friend of mine. He works at the registration table. We had a conversation. Then he said he has to go to the toilet. So I helped him watching the table and I want to ciao to eat after he return. He never return. Damn it. I took his work pulak dah. He sat in his booth. Ouit! How dare you. Exploring other booths and more.

Finally, it all ends.

So soll es bleiben. I like them so much!

Posters and videos made by my classmate, Qamarul a.k.a Botak and friends. I can see that everybody was stunned when they see the video. Brilliant job, right? :)

THEN I FAINTED AFTER MAGHRIB AND WAKE UP AT 5.A.M.
and fever. Just look at those air conds in our booth.

"This event are better than last year's" said the Coordinator, Mass Communication and Media Studies.. .

I Miss Her So Much

Assalamualaikum WBT.. .


First thing first, perkenalan kami memang menarik. One day in the year 1999 in SRA Subang, in the classroom, both of us had a big fight. If I am not mistaken, I was the one who started it. It's because of my lost color pencils. (then what happen only we know and remember).

Then we became the best buddies ever and never fight or having any misunderstandings! Everything we do together. Recess, class, hang out, play, almost everything!! ! She's the best! She is my sister! No one can replace her! I experienced the best moments with her.


This is my bff!! :)
No one can take her no.1 place.

I cried so loud when we were separated from each other when we were 11 years old, the time I moved to a new house. Stupid distance! Stupid new place! Stupid years! I even separated from Syafirul and more of them!! !

If possible, I want to stay with her forever. I want to finish our UPSR, PMR and SPM together. But cruel fate.. . What can I do. Hmm :'(

Damn new place! I even forget to call her! I was so busy playing100000000x!! ! Years and years goes by. Then I called her but the number cannot be used. Her dad changed the number! Ohhhh~!! ! (that time I still don't have my phone. I used my dad's). Then my life ends.

When I was in form 4 I got the same class with Sya and Dila. They accompany me and it's ever blessed. Allah tak akan biarkan aku keseorangan. They become my buddies.. . Then days and days are passed, Facebook have been invented. At first I don't have Facebook. Then my friend from Argentina, Federico suggests me to make one. Then he become my first friend ever. Then my sister and I quickly look for Faizah. I never made it.. :'((

I thought I will never see her again. Alhamdulillah, one day she adds me. She remember me! Then we chat but it is not enough! I want to meet! I want to see her. Sadly, I tried to go to her house few times but she is not at home :'( Why.. ?? ? Oh the pain.. :'(

When I miss her I stalk her profile. Shy to say hi because she have so many new friends. Siapalah aku.. . Sob sob.. :'( I always want to talk to her. But I think she chats with her other friends. Siapalah aku (again.. :()

These are the photos from her Facebook dan keluhan hatiku.. .

I miss her and her whole happy family.. . Yes I remember her home address.. .254 ehem-ehem. I love looking at her home using Google Earth :)
Adik-adik dia pun dah besar. Fasihah, Faiz and more, plus new siblings.

Her mom. I miss her cooking. Especially the laksa.. <3 Assalamualaikum, mak! :)

Her dad. She looks like him. Hehe (actually I don't know what caption I want to put :p)

See this? These are the receipts from our school. Notice that there was her name cut and replace with my name. Teacher, teacher. Also, look at the dates.. !

It should be like this.. Grad together in SMK Subang.
(I put my face at the left girl beside her.. .)

Yeah. Grad with her and all her classmates. Some I know since we were kids too.. . I should be in this school photo and their school book! D':

Then we continued our studies. Jauhnya jarak kita.. :'(
She got UiTM Perak. UiTM with so much AD courses.. .

Kawan Ijah.. . Who are these girls? I am so jealous!! :'(

Guy-friends? I am not jealous.. :)

Ya Allah rindunya. Segala-galanya tak dapat diungkapkan. Aku nak menangis dah ni!
TAK MAMPULAH NAK MENAIP LAGI. AKU HANYA MAHU BERDOA KEPADA ALLAH SWT.

COM163

COM163 is the course code for 'writing for the mass media'.
I don't have any interest in this subject. I don't want to be a reporter.
I don't want to do stuff that have connections with journalism.
What can I do? I have to learn about this subject.

Alhamdulillah, the final exam for this subject just end yesterday (10 September 2011).
The only thing I like about this subject is when it comes to the part where I can be an Art&Design (AD) student.

Yes, although my hope to be an AD student tak kesampaian, at least I can feel like one.

Since when I become an AD student? When my class have to do an advertising for our last assignment. Comparing to other classes, our assignment title is the hardest I think. Some classes got foods and cosmetics. We got cars? Oh dear.. .

How do I look for the idea for the design? Lucky my family always drive to Nilai, the highway that got so many billboards about cars. Those are my muse. More like plagiarism :D Hehehe

I will not give up before I try. How hard can I find the information? I got my partner who can help. Meet my partner, Hafiz. Lucky me I got to do the assignment with him. He is a very nice and calm person. Good enough to be my buddy :) Beside our problems, we work together and manage to finish the assignment. Yes it is hard because we can't see each other due to Eid-Ul-Fitr holidays. Then, this is the result of our advertisement.

Am I qualified to be an official AD student? Hihi

Forget to mention. Both of us are AD students in our Mass Communication (MC) class. Coincidence.. . It feels good. My hobby have helped me to make this advertisment to finished in a very short time. Thanks to my sister for installing the Photoshop. Lucky me I start learning to use Photoshop since I was in middle school.

Danke schön to my favorite channel, Deutsche Welle that helped me to choose a car.
I watched Drive It! and look for the latest car. I found Audi A6 Avant.. . We also have write about the car at the back of the design. It has been submitted successfully.. . Alhamddulillah.. .

Also, this is the video of the car. Curious? You'll love this car.. .

http://www.google.com.my/url?sa=t&source=web&cd=3&sqi=2&ved=0CCQQtwIwAg&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DmwLv1JPa10s&ei=At9rTrPjGcXsrAe-ncDHBQ&usg=AFQjCNHJFQ0bn_dSjIkfFcHm40QWbRAVMQ

Guten Tag, Alles!

That Person!


First thing first. F to that person I was going to talk about.

Nobody likes rude people. They are usually selfish and ego.
I hate rude people. Not only they are rude but they are also stinks!
This post is full of hatred and anger. I will never post anything like this ever again.
This post are posted just to show you all that this person does exist.

That Person. A very immature.

I know someone who are rude. That person always hated me. I know it because I can see it very well, that person talks on my back too. Comparing to that person, I am much better, yeah, honestly. It is very disgusting when there was a time, a cockroach wandering around, when it comes to my place, that person try damn best to kill it.

Yes. The cockroach died exactly under my table. That person really wants my place to be dirty in any way. F that person, the slime didn't come out. Disappointing much? Such an unthankful person. I always cleaned that person's place. When that person are forced to do the same thing for everyone else, that person will mention it in later days. Ok ok we will remember your noble attitude.

Let me proceed. That person used other people things without permission too. Pathetic, right?Shameless, lazy, no self-identity and even hang out with popular people although that person was not like that person. Just to get popular as well? You want to comment?

That person doesn't own a mirror I guess. That person talked dirty about me and someone else to other people but that person doesn't realize that they talked about that person's own self. Hahaha very funny. It is like spitting to the air, don't you think?

Since the first time I met that person, I sensed that I will never get along with that person. Not a chance, not ever. I believe because that's the way it has to be. That person doesn't have any benefit to me but that person always needs me. Hahaha how ironic.. !

And.. .
I really want to tell that person to stop interrupting when I was talking to someone else. All the time. Always interrupting. Haish.. . I never asked that person anything. Please, who wants to talk to that person? Stop being busybody, please? I am begging.. . Also, that person think that they are smarty pants, yeah? That person think that they know everything, right? The answers I want always wrong when that person answering it. Shut up to that person. That person only expert about erotic stuffs. Wow, where do that person get the information from? Source? Hahahaha!! ! Joking, I don't wanna know about that disgusting information. That person said "no you have to know.. . bla bla bla.. ". I can think about it by myself and requires no information from other people.

One more thing, they way that person talk is absolutely annoying. I can see how that person talk to me and how that person talk to other 'cool' people. Yes I compare it. That person's tone is like a ditch and talk like the listeners who are listening doesn't have any feelings (that's me and some people). Shame on that person. Yeah, often, I talked to someone else, but answers I receive from that person. Who asked that person to answer my questions? Dah tu mulut macam bontot ayam. Anyhow, if I accidentally make mistake on that person's place, that person talk overly. It was an accident, fool.

That person will never treat other people like that person treat me, right? It will always be me. That's because that person didn't know me yet. My life must be better without that person's existence. What a killjoy. Now I know that person is full of flaw, I will not do whatever that person do. I want to b 100% different than that person.

I've been very patience with that person for a very long time. I never showed to anyone my true self or my anger. Nobody will recognize me if I am angry. I just wait for a suitable time. When the time comes, I will make sure that person will cry and puke when I critic that person with my spicy mouth in front of other people!

I could also be mean, telling the truth too all the person's friends, family and partner. Hoho they will hate that person. But I am a nice and innocent person, I will not do that.

"They can see the real you with their own eyes. I don't have to do anything."

JUST WAIT FOR YOUR TIME!

Bye-bye. Repents before you die! Hahaha!

Reading In Deutsch

Good to improve my Deutsch too.. :)

Ja. In dieser Welt, was die Menschen immer tun, ist zu vermeiden. Selbst ich dasselbe tun. Ob in Facebook oder in der realen Welt. Es ist eine sehr traurige Sache, wenn jemand dabei, dass für mich. Ich habe nie sehe mich als jemand perfekt, aber ich bin mir sicher, ich habe nichts falsch machen. Für jemanden, den ich kenne, hoffe ich, dass Sie nach dieser Änderung .. :

Diese Frage haben in meinem lesen gespielt die ganze Zeit.
Warum sind Sie weigert, mich zu sehen, jedesmal wenn ich wirklich brauchen, um mit Ihnen zu sprechen?
Warum halten Sie Ausreden, wenn ich dich sehen will?
Sie brach mein Herz .. , Ich glaube nicht, dass du über meine Gefühle zu denken.
Ich kaum erkennen Sie mehr .. ! Sie sind jemand anderes jetzt. Du hast dich verändert!

Weißt du was? Wenn Sie mich sehen wollen, finde ich immer noch ein wenig Zeit, obwohl ich sehr beschäftigt oder in der Mitte von etwas so wichtig war. Ich werde versuchen, mein Bestes geben. Ich kann dich nicht allein mit Ihrer Trauer. Ich habe nie wollen, dass Sie alleine weinen. Ich bereit, um Ihre Probleme zu hören. Ja, hören und nicht nur ihn zu hören. Aber ich verstehe nicht, warum du nicht dasselbe tun für mich. Ich fühle mich nicht müde, dich zu sehen, und Sie wissen, dass, nicht wahr?

Leider sind Sie immer tun. Sie meidet mich, wenn ich dich sehen will, auch deshalb, weil ich mit Ihnen über Ihre Probleme stellen wollen. Ich möchte euch nicht sehen, weil ich dich zu meinem Problem hören wollen. Stattdessen kam ich zu Ihnen über Ihre Fragen. Aber, Sie immer wieder die gleichen Ausreden. Ich denke, weil Sie denken, dass meine Absicht, Sie zu sehen, weil ich euch, meinen Problemen zuzuhören wollen.Ja ich merke, dass. Alle diese Zeiten. Ich weiß, dass Sie nicht wollen, mich zu sehen.Weil du nicht wirklich tun das, was Sie sagten in Ihrem Ausreden mehr! Grr! >: (

Die Wahrheit ist, ich habe keine Probleme überhaupt, aber du hast immer es. Und tut mir leid für dich. Ist es falsch, dich zu sehen auch wenn es nur zu deinem Besten ist? Ich kam, um über Ihre Krankheit lah fragen!

Oft
Sie sagten, Sie wollen etwas tun, aber man andere Dinge tun.
Sie sagten, Sie waren damit beschäftigt, aber man immer noch Zeit für andere Dinge auch.
Was war das huh?

War es meine Schuld?
Shy, mich zu sehen, weil ich komisch bin?
Shy zu hängen mit mir, weil ich nicht viele Freunde?
Oder vielleicht, weil man neue Freunde haben schon wer mehr besser als ich, von innen und außen?
Ich akzeptiere dich so, wie du bist. Aber du kannst mich nicht akzeptieren.

Wenn Sie mit Ihren neuen Freunden sind, habe ich ein ganz normaler Freund zu Ihnen ist das?
Was für ein kurzes Gespräch, das wir hatten, nicht wie Stunden, die wir hatten, als sie nicht mit dir sind?
Wahrscheinlich hast du willst mich nicht mehr, weil ich nicht bin wie DIE Mehrheiten, NORMAL, Sie zu sein scheint. Wenn nur gibt es Gruppen von Menschen wie mich.

Ist das der Grund, finde ich die Leute von meinem Typen. Aber egal, was ich noch versprechen, dass sie nicht übernehmen Ihren Platz.

Ja, ich habe viele neue Freunde zu, aber Sie nicht immer sehen, mich mit ihnen, weil ich nicht möchte, dass Sie denken, dass sie Ihren Platz genommen. So ist es in Ordnung, wenn Sie denken, dass ich keine Freunde haben, aber Sie. Deswegen bin ich nicht immer hängen mit ihnen.

Wo bist du wenn ich dich brauche? Ich habe immer da sein, wenn du mich brauchst. Sie entschuldigte sich bei mir und dann, du tust es wieder und wieder. Ich bin es satt. Sick of dasselbe. Wenn Sie das noch einmal machen, nachdem dieser die Absicht, nur halten Sie Ihre sorry. Ich weigere mich, es zu hören, weil es wieder passieren wird .. .Was nützt es?

Sie vertrauen ihnen mehr, als Sie mir vertrauen. Nun, weil Sie nicht wissen, dass sie auf dem Rücken reden. Ja, ich kenne die Wahrheit, mein Lieber. Wenn ich Ihnen sage, was auch immer. Du wirst nie hören wollen oder glauben Sie mir. Wahrscheinlich haben Sie gesagt, dass ich eifersüchtig für nicht mit "Freunden" wie dein bin. Also habe ich nur ganz halten, nur um Sie glücklich, auch wenn Sie von ihnen belogen wurden.

Gut in Ordnung. Ab diesem Moment tun, was immer Sie wollen. Du bist auf dem eigenen pal. Hoffentlich werden Sie mich schätzen, wenn Ihre neue "Freunde" die gleiche Sache zu Ihnen. Wenn Sie traurig sind und wollen, um mich zu sehen, sorry ich habe keine Zeit. Ich muss Ihnen Lektion so dass Sie zu ändern. Ich weiß, Sie sind mit einem guten Leben jetzt, so ignorieren Sie mich und meine Gefühle. Das ist in Ordnung.Menschen ändern sich. Und ich fühle mich verraten!

Tun Sie, was Sie in Ihrer Ausreden.
Ich bin sehr enttäuscht. Sie können Comeback zu mir zu jeder Zeit.
Ich werde immer für dich da sein.

My Hidden Messages (5)

Art no. 41:
I love a guy so much. This is a song by Flop Poppy - Aku dan Kamu. This is our song in our time. The art is what we can see in the music video. I added a heart and a his name. I love him so much and I am willing to wait for him if he waits for me too.. .

Art no. 42:
N.Gins Lab :)

Art no. 43:
The brown and the blue striped shirts. A perfect combination!

Art no. 44:
It doesn't look like the Moonlight Museum in Klonoa Lunatea's Veil.. :'(

Art no. 45:
The real message: Sleepwalking.

Art no. 46:
Yes. In my dream, I was in a place like the Hot Air Skyway.

Art no. 47:
I don't know the name of a game when I was a kid. It is about a cat and checkerboard.. . Hm hm

Art no. 48:
This is Aurorra Salwa. A very ... song. Ah ah Ah.. .

Art no. 49:
Cajun Fox.

Art no. 50:
From this moment, I will make more arts with quotations and something like that. An art with message.. . Then more people will see the meaning in my arts clearly.

Okay. Hopefully you all enjoy seeing the secrets.
GOOD DAY AND STAY TUNED!


Samstag, 27. August 2011

About Them

Them? Sya and Dila + Dila and Sya! Huh bencilah, why and the name just ditindih sahaja. Because both of them are number one. Anyhow, in this post, I would like to introduce them. Okay, I will start with the first filmmaker. Filmmaker? You'll know soon.. :)

DILA K.ZAID
21 October 1992.
Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam.
From 11 years old.
Tak ingat dah.
In form 4 we got the same class. She and Sya sits with me in form 5. Then we are 3 in 1. They save my life when I was bullied by orang-orang kampung.
She is so smart in everything and make those people jealous.
We stand together and take care of each other's back.
She can manage things so well and knows how to solve problems. I can see her as a business woman one day!
She always help people. She helped me so much in my life. She never counts when it comes to helping me no matter in what problem I faced. She is a very kind person.
She loves K-Pop.
Currently she continuing her study at UiTM Alor Gajah, with me.
Diploma in Business Studies (Insurance).
Don't judge her if you don't know her.

SYA HAMDAN
11 October 1992.
Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam.
From 12 years old.
Pedekatan yang agak ganjil. I was a freak, dirty little secret. Shh.. !
In form 4 we got the same class. She and Dila sits with me in form 5. Then we are 3 in 1. They save my life when I was bullied by orang-orang kampung.
She is so talented and make those people jealous.
We stand together and take care of each other's back.
She is very good in art field. She can sing and act. I can see her as someone who will conquer seni tanah air one day!
She always help people. She helped me so much in my life. She never counts when it comes to helping me no matter in what problem I faced. She is a very kind person.
She loves K-Pop.
Currently she continuing her study at Tuanku Syed Sirajuddin Polytehnic
Diploma in Digital Arts.
Don't judge her if you don't know her.

"Yes, honestly, we are different than what you think.
We are not fake girls and we are not social people.
Never judge us. Strictly I say.
You can't simply say, "aku kenal lah kau sape".
Hepp.. . Shut it. YOU DON'T KNOW."

And now, the moment of truth.. .

That's why I called them as filmmakers. They made videos. And emm.. .
This is our friendship videos.. .
ENJOY!

by Dila K.Zaid

and
by Sya Hamdan


They are brilliant. Aku bila pula? Tunggulah Leia part 5 nanti, belajar buat movies.. :)

Thank you!! ! I love you!

Freitag, 26. August 2011

Us

This special post, I would like to tell you about my buddies in Kota Kemuning.. .They are like angels to me because they save my life so many time. Now I will share the story.. .

When we were 16.. . Phone pun bawa senyap2.. . Takut kena rampas. Wahaha!! !


This is when we were 17. Yes we are the seniors of the school! And we rule it.. :D

You all with Farid. I still remember about the competition. Guitarist Aizat, Singer, Cameragirl and, me? Tukang pegang mike je. Huhuhu.. . Ek, mne Fier ek? Kitakan satu group of 5?


Ditaman Teman ;)

I love this day until the end of my life. Surprise birthday party for me! Photo by Farid, our rockstar. Tho two girls are Huda and Nissa, his sisters.


Theater. You look ausgezeichnet, buddies.. . Also we go with your siblings.


Them in-front of a carousel.


This is us on our last day before we continue our studies.. :'(

Now.. , this is where we are.. .


Sya is in the Digital Art Diploma in a Polytechnic in Perak. She is truly an art person.


This is me and Dila? Yes, we are in the same University. No matter what happen we still hangout together. We wish you were here with us, Sya! We miss you!

More.. .


Lengkap sudey. Old time photos.. :)
Farid, you take care of yourself. Jangan salah pilih kawan kakak cakap! :p


Dila, Leia and Sya, tiada yang dapat pisahkan kita. Remember this time? Never forget!


Sebelum berpisah semula, to the Uptown Shah Alam!
ZzzZZzzzZ me! lol

Best of luck to all of us! I love you buddies! I will never change, I will still be the Leia you know.. .
I PROMISE.. .