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It is freakin' sad indeed. My previous life.

Suramnya blog ni seperti pemiliknya. So made a decision to start my new life. No technology, only me and my future family somewhere in this world.

Thanks for reading this blog and yeah, I will do the same to my;

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Assalamualaikum WBT.

Phony

PHONYYY!! !

Heyyy!! ! Phony?!

Who am I talking about?

I am talking about Phony. My phone. Yes. It is never related with someone dead or alive.

My dear phony. It has been years since you hangout with me. Since 2011!

There was this time when I thought that I want to replace you.

You are a gift. Given my my dad, from the Middle East. It is hard to think of replacing you.

Instead of replacing, I prefer to give you a new friend. Guess who? ME!

My ordinary iPhone 3 is now upgraded. I love you although you are just an object.

You are a gift. You are special. I will use you for the rest of my life.

Appreciate your things. They hold memory more than you can imagine :')

You are healthy, dear phony.

You helped me kept so much memories.

This my first blog posted using my phone. Nice ea. Yesss I am promoting iPhone. The best phone and the most convenient. Never failed in helping me with assignment, interview and exam!

Surat Untuk Ustazah Ustaz Cikgu Lecturers

Kepada pendidik saya dari:

Pasti Al Firdaus 1998
SK Subang & SRA Subang 1999-2003
SK Kota Kemuning 2003-2004
SMK Kota Kemuning 2005-2009
Transair Academy 2010
UiTM Kampus Alor Gajah 2010-2013

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera.. .
Saya, Saleha Baharuddin memohon maaf atas salah dan silap saya. Saya tak pernah berfikir matang dalam memahami kerjaya kalian, apatah lagi dalam memahami perasaan kalian dalam mendidik saya dan anak didik kalian yang lain. Saya tahu ada antara kalian yang ada anak emas didalam kelas yang kalian ajar dan saya tak kisah pun semua itu yang penting ilmu yang kalian sampaikan kepada saya itu ikhlas dan dihalalkan untuk saya.

Setelah 20 tahun hidup dimuka bumi ini, baru saya dapat berfikir secara waras dan matang. Segala sikap saya yang biadap dan kurang ajar serta kuat menjawab itu, saya amat malu dengan perangai itu. Saya patut tahu yang setiap apa yang saya buat itu turut mengheret nama keluarga dan agama saya.

Walaupun telah belajar sehingga ke peringkat universiti, saya masih lagi tidak matang. Malah, saya pernah mengata buruk dan cakap belakang tentang pendidik yang meluangkan masa untuk sampaikan ilmu pada saya walaupun saya tak sudi. Saya tahu tak semua orang di dunia ini sanggup berbuat demikian.

Mungkin sudah terlambat untuk saya meminta maaf kerana mungkin saya tak akan berjumpa lagi dengan kalian. Saya hanya mampu berdoa untuk kesejahteraan kalian. Saya mengundurkan diri dan sedia berundur kebelakang lagi jika ada diantara kalian yang membenci saya already.

Walaupun saya tidak cemerlang seperti kebanyakan pelajar, percayalah, walaupun saya tidak mampu perform dengan baik didalam kelas seperti mereka, saya mampu untuk perform lebih baik dari majoriti mereka di dunia luar dan saya dengan berbangganya membawa nama kalian di sepanjang perjalanan hidup yang saya tempuh. Walaupun tidak semua nama kalian saya ingat, tetapi wajah kalian sentiasa ada.

After all, siapalah saya tanpa kalian. Selepas umur 5 tahun sampai 21 tahun, most of the time kalian yang mendidik saya. Ibu bapa saya telahpun berjaya membesarkan saya di rumah dan saya terus membesar dengan mereka. Walaupun kalian take turn untuk mendidik saya, itu sudah cukup untuk membuat hidup saya terasa dihargai.

Dear ustazah ustaz cikgu lecturers.

Mulai detik ini, saya berjanji tidak akan bercakap belakang, membenci dan biadap terhadap orang-orang yang berprofesion sama seperti kalian. Dan jika saya memungkiri janji saya, saya akan diseksa dan diazab kerana berkelakuan derhaka terhadap ibu bapa saya yang kedua.

Maaf, kalian masih tidak mampu untuk mengambil tempat ibu bapa saya. Tapi faham-faham lah. Maaf juga sebab saya masih lemah berbahasa Melayu dengan betul dan lemah berbahasa Inggeris. Saya masih belajar. Siapa bakal mengajar saya semester hadapan, saya berani cakap yang kalian bertuah kerana saya akan meletakkan kalian ditempat yang tinggi dalam status pembelajaran saya.

Harus diingatkan bahawa saya tidak akan berdiam diri kalau ada diantara kalian yang melayan saya dengan buruk.

Fair Enough

Assalamualaikum and good day.

I must admit, fighting is something I couldn't avoid. It keep coming at me. If only I could shout to those people that I don't want to fight anymore. I really hope that by the end of this month, I won't hate anyone and there are no one that hate me. I am sorry for my previous attitude that hurt you physically and mentally.

If you want to live by hating me, I can't help you with that. There are plenty of ropes and please, help yourself. My parents never taught me to hate or keeping grudge. That is so wrong. Yes. I don't want to stay like this.

So, to anyone who hated me until today, it's up to you. I just want to let you know that I am not the person you used to know. I am different now.

Fair enough? You don't want me and I don't want you too. I'll be moving on with my new life. The old times, let it be. If you want to keep it as a memory, go on. Because I won't do the same. From this moment I don't know you. After all you wanted all this to happened didn't you?

I am happy with my new life. Yes fair enough. Enough saying. TTYN.

Greetings from Coastal Remains.

Now on Twitter

https://twitter.com/dearleia

Twitter is one of the social site used for, social.

After facing the weird changes made by Mark Zuckerberg on Facebook,  I tend to go somewhere else with less 'nonsense' and less 'serabut'.

Currently I am more interested in Twitter. Most of my friend hangout in Twitter and I can be informed quickly if there's anything important. Nice eh? :)

Do come and visit my Twitter. Follow me and I will do the same. By the way I am new on Twitter. If you are not new on Twitter, do help me :)

Semester 5 Break

Assalamualaikum.. .

Haaa.. . What a relief! I have finished my 5th semester in my studies. One semester to go and I am free! What I face most of the time during this semester? So many. Good things and bad things.. . Unpredictable, always happened, bro. Sick!

Lecturers, alhamdulillah, so far I still managed to stay away from trouble. But yeaaa.. . I am so unlucky his semester when it comes to health. I am sick since the early semester. Me and my roomate. Both of us got gastric and affect our performance in class. I often absent most classes and especially a morning class on Friday. I absent without MC and I didn't informed my lecturer that I am sick those time.

It may only sound like an excuse. So it is better if I don't say anything.

Going through the subjects.. :

1.Advertising: My, my. I've changed my mind. Being an advertiser is hard. But I learned new things and yeah. I don't want to work in this field.. :p

2.Event Management: I feel like a tourism student. I love this subject and I don't know who to blame for why our lecturer's attitude towards us changed. She looked like an artist 'Fazura', except for her professionalism in teaching us have made us 'lost behind'. Or event 'Earth Rehab 2013' is.. . is.. . Nevermind.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXteKX7tCDQ

3.Entrepreneurship: I don't do much in this assignment 'Goat-Cha' (about goat and frozen lamb), but I am very thankful that during the biggest presentation, we managed to grab our panels' heart and I am very sorry and I wish I could do anything, anything at all for my fellow teammates who do all the hard-work  I am lazy and stupid and I am sure that they won't take me in their group next semester.. :'(

4.Communication Research: I am scared of this woman. I dreamt about her, asking me to pass up the assignment. With that xxxs of her. I am scared to talk to her in class but alhamdulillah I am happy to learn this subject. Approching people and stuff.. :)

5.Broadcasting: This semester, this subject used so much money. And also there are so many misunderstandings and fights happening. Most of it, probably caused by me? I don't know. I don't want to blame anyone, as everybody at their worst time. I am thankful to Allah that after the shooting and fight ends, everyone are being nicer and we are living in the harmonious anyone can only imagine. Still, the lecturer still don't like us (?).

6.Economics: Yes, I have failed this subject an d I had the best lecturer ever. He teach us, with love. InsyaAllah, I will pass this subject and hoped to see him again. But outside of academic.. :)

Friendship and friend and just-like-that relationship. I don't know.. .

Oh yes, I lived with 2 juniors in the hostel. Linda and Aida. Office Management and Art and Design student. 3 of us in that cute room, with the best view.

From this window, I can see that haunted water tank.. :) Sadly I don't have the photos of those wonderful girls. I would like to take them for a ride next semester. With Mai, of course.. :)

I don't fight with anyone. I don't want to stay angry with anyone.

May the result of my final exam changed my destiny.. :) Aamiin.. :)