Sonntag, 11. September 2011

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?




Ada Apa Dengan Cinta? @ What's Up with Love? adalah suatu cerita pasal kisah hidup remaja. Ditayangan pada tahun 2002. Aku baru je 10 tahun masa tu. Tahun ni, baru aku tengok cerita ni.

Cerita ni tentang seorg gadis manis bernama Cinta yang pandai mengarang puisi. Kemudian dia berkenalan dengan lelaki yang paling dingin (bagi akulah). Kemudian mulalah kisah-kisah yang tak terduga sepanjang perkenalan mereka.

I don't know why, but this scene is so.. . cold!

Persahabatan mereka sangat indah. Sayang ini hanya lakonan :')

Too bad!

Aku cuma mampu download dari YouTube sahaja. Walaupun LQ, tapi setiap saat movie tu ditayangkan, setiap saat itulah aku teringat kepada si dia. Yes who else? My first love. Movie tu tayang masa tahun 2002=darjah 4, itu lah tahun yang paling manis dalam zaman sekolah rendah aku. Berdebar-debar saat aku teringat si dia. Aku yakin dia pun masih ingat.. . Tak mungkinlah aku akan lupakan apa yang terjadi antara kita, disaat itu. Yes. Tak tenang nak enjoy jalan cerita AADC.. . Setiap scene yang ada buat aku teringat kepada dia.

(Astarghfirullah al Azim.. . Ya Allah ya Tuhanku. Sepatutnya aku mengingati Kau.)

No matter what, this is a must watch movie for all people out there, but not for immature people.. . It's for someone other than that.

Bye for now. Guten Tag!

Career Prospect Exhibition



Career Prospect Exhibition or CAPE is an event made by part 2 students from Mass Communication. This event are related to our CMP281(communication management policy) subject and includes about 20% to our assignment marks.

Each class got 3 booth and it needs to be decorate according to what they got. Like my class, we got the Office Management. Other got Art&Design, Tourism, Business and more. So we do the Event Management and other 2 related with OM. We dressed in office wear.

The decoration and stuffs are made by them. Chairs, mat, lampu lip lap, candles and more. I do almost nothing. Just the words above our booth and do whatever to make the booth clean. Not to mention playing sabotage. Hahhaa very nice. The balloon will not explode.

Songs? This is my chance! I played Ridge Racer type.4 Direct Audio. It was the best idea to do. Not only I played my favorite music loudly, I also shared the music with them.

I don't want to talk much. Hopefully these photos are enough to show some of the things. I don't have much photos and it is not mine.. . One day I'll bring my own camera.. .

Launching ceremony about 8.30 a.m.

Our glamorous booth.

The texts.

Our class members.

Peeps giving some information and explain more about our booth to the new rector (red)and our new coordinator (checkered). The woman with yellow file is our CMP281 lecturer, Madam Raihan. She always support me when I fall.. :') Hope to have her for the next sem!

"Good" :)

Then the time goes by. It will be like a short story if I wrote rest of em. Other students seems jealous because our booth got place to sleep. About foods and stuffs. Yeah, I was very angry with a friend of mine. He works at the registration table. We had a conversation. Then he said he has to go to the toilet. So I helped him watching the table and I want to ciao to eat after he return. He never return. Damn it. I took his work pulak dah. He sat in his booth. Ouit! How dare you. Exploring other booths and more.

Finally, it all ends.

So soll es bleiben. I like them so much!

Posters and videos made by my classmate, Qamarul a.k.a Botak and friends. I can see that everybody was stunned when they see the video. Brilliant job, right? :)

THEN I FAINTED AFTER MAGHRIB AND WAKE UP AT 5.A.M.
and fever. Just look at those air conds in our booth.

"This event are better than last year's" said the Coordinator, Mass Communication and Media Studies.. .

I Miss Her So Much

Assalamualaikum WBT.. .


First thing first, perkenalan kami memang menarik. One day in the year 1999 in SRA Subang, in the classroom, both of us had a big fight. If I am not mistaken, I was the one who started it. It's because of my lost color pencils. (then what happen only we know and remember).

Then we became the best buddies ever and never fight or having any misunderstandings! Everything we do together. Recess, class, hang out, play, almost everything!! ! She's the best! She is my sister! No one can replace her! I experienced the best moments with her.


This is my bff!! :)
No one can take her no.1 place.

I cried so loud when we were separated from each other when we were 11 years old, the time I moved to a new house. Stupid distance! Stupid new place! Stupid years! I even separated from Syafirul and more of them!! !

If possible, I want to stay with her forever. I want to finish our UPSR, PMR and SPM together. But cruel fate.. . What can I do. Hmm :'(

Damn new place! I even forget to call her! I was so busy playing100000000x!! ! Years and years goes by. Then I called her but the number cannot be used. Her dad changed the number! Ohhhh~!! ! (that time I still don't have my phone. I used my dad's). Then my life ends.

When I was in form 4 I got the same class with Sya and Dila. They accompany me and it's ever blessed. Allah tak akan biarkan aku keseorangan. They become my buddies.. . Then days and days are passed, Facebook have been invented. At first I don't have Facebook. Then my friend from Argentina, Federico suggests me to make one. Then he become my first friend ever. Then my sister and I quickly look for Faizah. I never made it.. :'((

I thought I will never see her again. Alhamdulillah, one day she adds me. She remember me! Then we chat but it is not enough! I want to meet! I want to see her. Sadly, I tried to go to her house few times but she is not at home :'( Why.. ?? ? Oh the pain.. :'(

When I miss her I stalk her profile. Shy to say hi because she have so many new friends. Siapalah aku.. . Sob sob.. :'( I always want to talk to her. But I think she chats with her other friends. Siapalah aku (again.. :()

These are the photos from her Facebook dan keluhan hatiku.. .

I miss her and her whole happy family.. . Yes I remember her home address.. .254 ehem-ehem. I love looking at her home using Google Earth :)
Adik-adik dia pun dah besar. Fasihah, Faiz and more, plus new siblings.

Her mom. I miss her cooking. Especially the laksa.. <3 Assalamualaikum, mak! :)

Her dad. She looks like him. Hehe (actually I don't know what caption I want to put :p)

See this? These are the receipts from our school. Notice that there was her name cut and replace with my name. Teacher, teacher. Also, look at the dates.. !

It should be like this.. Grad together in SMK Subang.
(I put my face at the left girl beside her.. .)

Yeah. Grad with her and all her classmates. Some I know since we were kids too.. . I should be in this school photo and their school book! D':

Then we continued our studies. Jauhnya jarak kita.. :'(
She got UiTM Perak. UiTM with so much AD courses.. .

Kawan Ijah.. . Who are these girls? I am so jealous!! :'(

Guy-friends? I am not jealous.. :)

Ya Allah rindunya. Segala-galanya tak dapat diungkapkan. Aku nak menangis dah ni!
TAK MAMPULAH NAK MENAIP LAGI. AKU HANYA MAHU BERDOA KEPADA ALLAH SWT.

COM163

COM163 is the course code for 'writing for the mass media'.
I don't have any interest in this subject. I don't want to be a reporter.
I don't want to do stuff that have connections with journalism.
What can I do? I have to learn about this subject.

Alhamdulillah, the final exam for this subject just end yesterday (10 September 2011).
The only thing I like about this subject is when it comes to the part where I can be an Art&Design (AD) student.

Yes, although my hope to be an AD student tak kesampaian, at least I can feel like one.

Since when I become an AD student? When my class have to do an advertising for our last assignment. Comparing to other classes, our assignment title is the hardest I think. Some classes got foods and cosmetics. We got cars? Oh dear.. .

How do I look for the idea for the design? Lucky my family always drive to Nilai, the highway that got so many billboards about cars. Those are my muse. More like plagiarism :D Hehehe

I will not give up before I try. How hard can I find the information? I got my partner who can help. Meet my partner, Hafiz. Lucky me I got to do the assignment with him. He is a very nice and calm person. Good enough to be my buddy :) Beside our problems, we work together and manage to finish the assignment. Yes it is hard because we can't see each other due to Eid-Ul-Fitr holidays. Then, this is the result of our advertisement.

Am I qualified to be an official AD student? Hihi

Forget to mention. Both of us are AD students in our Mass Communication (MC) class. Coincidence.. . It feels good. My hobby have helped me to make this advertisment to finished in a very short time. Thanks to my sister for installing the Photoshop. Lucky me I start learning to use Photoshop since I was in middle school.

Danke schön to my favorite channel, Deutsche Welle that helped me to choose a car.
I watched Drive It! and look for the latest car. I found Audi A6 Avant.. . We also have write about the car at the back of the design. It has been submitted successfully.. . Alhamddulillah.. .

Also, this is the video of the car. Curious? You'll love this car.. .

http://www.google.com.my/url?sa=t&source=web&cd=3&sqi=2&ved=0CCQQtwIwAg&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DmwLv1JPa10s&ei=At9rTrPjGcXsrAe-ncDHBQ&usg=AFQjCNHJFQ0bn_dSjIkfFcHm40QWbRAVMQ

Guten Tag, Alles!

That Person!


First thing first. F to that person I was going to talk about.

Nobody likes rude people. They are usually selfish and ego.
I hate rude people. Not only they are rude but they are also stinks!
This post is full of hatred and anger. I will never post anything like this ever again.
This post are posted just to show you all that this person does exist.

That Person. A very immature.

I know someone who are rude. That person always hated me. I know it because I can see it very well, that person talks on my back too. Comparing to that person, I am much better, yeah, honestly. It is very disgusting when there was a time, a cockroach wandering around, when it comes to my place, that person try damn best to kill it.

Yes. The cockroach died exactly under my table. That person really wants my place to be dirty in any way. F that person, the slime didn't come out. Disappointing much? Such an unthankful person. I always cleaned that person's place. When that person are forced to do the same thing for everyone else, that person will mention it in later days. Ok ok we will remember your noble attitude.

Let me proceed. That person used other people things without permission too. Pathetic, right?Shameless, lazy, no self-identity and even hang out with popular people although that person was not like that person. Just to get popular as well? You want to comment?

That person doesn't own a mirror I guess. That person talked dirty about me and someone else to other people but that person doesn't realize that they talked about that person's own self. Hahaha very funny. It is like spitting to the air, don't you think?

Since the first time I met that person, I sensed that I will never get along with that person. Not a chance, not ever. I believe because that's the way it has to be. That person doesn't have any benefit to me but that person always needs me. Hahaha how ironic.. !

And.. .
I really want to tell that person to stop interrupting when I was talking to someone else. All the time. Always interrupting. Haish.. . I never asked that person anything. Please, who wants to talk to that person? Stop being busybody, please? I am begging.. . Also, that person think that they are smarty pants, yeah? That person think that they know everything, right? The answers I want always wrong when that person answering it. Shut up to that person. That person only expert about erotic stuffs. Wow, where do that person get the information from? Source? Hahahaha!! ! Joking, I don't wanna know about that disgusting information. That person said "no you have to know.. . bla bla bla.. ". I can think about it by myself and requires no information from other people.

One more thing, they way that person talk is absolutely annoying. I can see how that person talk to me and how that person talk to other 'cool' people. Yes I compare it. That person's tone is like a ditch and talk like the listeners who are listening doesn't have any feelings (that's me and some people). Shame on that person. Yeah, often, I talked to someone else, but answers I receive from that person. Who asked that person to answer my questions? Dah tu mulut macam bontot ayam. Anyhow, if I accidentally make mistake on that person's place, that person talk overly. It was an accident, fool.

That person will never treat other people like that person treat me, right? It will always be me. That's because that person didn't know me yet. My life must be better without that person's existence. What a killjoy. Now I know that person is full of flaw, I will not do whatever that person do. I want to b 100% different than that person.

I've been very patience with that person for a very long time. I never showed to anyone my true self or my anger. Nobody will recognize me if I am angry. I just wait for a suitable time. When the time comes, I will make sure that person will cry and puke when I critic that person with my spicy mouth in front of other people!

I could also be mean, telling the truth too all the person's friends, family and partner. Hoho they will hate that person. But I am a nice and innocent person, I will not do that.

"They can see the real you with their own eyes. I don't have to do anything."

JUST WAIT FOR YOUR TIME!

Bye-bye. Repents before you die! Hahaha!

Reading In Deutsch

Good to improve my Deutsch too.. :)

Ja. In dieser Welt, was die Menschen immer tun, ist zu vermeiden. Selbst ich dasselbe tun. Ob in Facebook oder in der realen Welt. Es ist eine sehr traurige Sache, wenn jemand dabei, dass für mich. Ich habe nie sehe mich als jemand perfekt, aber ich bin mir sicher, ich habe nichts falsch machen. Für jemanden, den ich kenne, hoffe ich, dass Sie nach dieser Änderung .. :

Diese Frage haben in meinem lesen gespielt die ganze Zeit.
Warum sind Sie weigert, mich zu sehen, jedesmal wenn ich wirklich brauchen, um mit Ihnen zu sprechen?
Warum halten Sie Ausreden, wenn ich dich sehen will?
Sie brach mein Herz .. , Ich glaube nicht, dass du über meine Gefühle zu denken.
Ich kaum erkennen Sie mehr .. ! Sie sind jemand anderes jetzt. Du hast dich verändert!

Weißt du was? Wenn Sie mich sehen wollen, finde ich immer noch ein wenig Zeit, obwohl ich sehr beschäftigt oder in der Mitte von etwas so wichtig war. Ich werde versuchen, mein Bestes geben. Ich kann dich nicht allein mit Ihrer Trauer. Ich habe nie wollen, dass Sie alleine weinen. Ich bereit, um Ihre Probleme zu hören. Ja, hören und nicht nur ihn zu hören. Aber ich verstehe nicht, warum du nicht dasselbe tun für mich. Ich fühle mich nicht müde, dich zu sehen, und Sie wissen, dass, nicht wahr?

Leider sind Sie immer tun. Sie meidet mich, wenn ich dich sehen will, auch deshalb, weil ich mit Ihnen über Ihre Probleme stellen wollen. Ich möchte euch nicht sehen, weil ich dich zu meinem Problem hören wollen. Stattdessen kam ich zu Ihnen über Ihre Fragen. Aber, Sie immer wieder die gleichen Ausreden. Ich denke, weil Sie denken, dass meine Absicht, Sie zu sehen, weil ich euch, meinen Problemen zuzuhören wollen.Ja ich merke, dass. Alle diese Zeiten. Ich weiß, dass Sie nicht wollen, mich zu sehen.Weil du nicht wirklich tun das, was Sie sagten in Ihrem Ausreden mehr! Grr! >: (

Die Wahrheit ist, ich habe keine Probleme überhaupt, aber du hast immer es. Und tut mir leid für dich. Ist es falsch, dich zu sehen auch wenn es nur zu deinem Besten ist? Ich kam, um über Ihre Krankheit lah fragen!

Oft
Sie sagten, Sie wollen etwas tun, aber man andere Dinge tun.
Sie sagten, Sie waren damit beschäftigt, aber man immer noch Zeit für andere Dinge auch.
Was war das huh?

War es meine Schuld?
Shy, mich zu sehen, weil ich komisch bin?
Shy zu hängen mit mir, weil ich nicht viele Freunde?
Oder vielleicht, weil man neue Freunde haben schon wer mehr besser als ich, von innen und außen?
Ich akzeptiere dich so, wie du bist. Aber du kannst mich nicht akzeptieren.

Wenn Sie mit Ihren neuen Freunden sind, habe ich ein ganz normaler Freund zu Ihnen ist das?
Was für ein kurzes Gespräch, das wir hatten, nicht wie Stunden, die wir hatten, als sie nicht mit dir sind?
Wahrscheinlich hast du willst mich nicht mehr, weil ich nicht bin wie DIE Mehrheiten, NORMAL, Sie zu sein scheint. Wenn nur gibt es Gruppen von Menschen wie mich.

Ist das der Grund, finde ich die Leute von meinem Typen. Aber egal, was ich noch versprechen, dass sie nicht übernehmen Ihren Platz.

Ja, ich habe viele neue Freunde zu, aber Sie nicht immer sehen, mich mit ihnen, weil ich nicht möchte, dass Sie denken, dass sie Ihren Platz genommen. So ist es in Ordnung, wenn Sie denken, dass ich keine Freunde haben, aber Sie. Deswegen bin ich nicht immer hängen mit ihnen.

Wo bist du wenn ich dich brauche? Ich habe immer da sein, wenn du mich brauchst. Sie entschuldigte sich bei mir und dann, du tust es wieder und wieder. Ich bin es satt. Sick of dasselbe. Wenn Sie das noch einmal machen, nachdem dieser die Absicht, nur halten Sie Ihre sorry. Ich weigere mich, es zu hören, weil es wieder passieren wird .. .Was nützt es?

Sie vertrauen ihnen mehr, als Sie mir vertrauen. Nun, weil Sie nicht wissen, dass sie auf dem Rücken reden. Ja, ich kenne die Wahrheit, mein Lieber. Wenn ich Ihnen sage, was auch immer. Du wirst nie hören wollen oder glauben Sie mir. Wahrscheinlich haben Sie gesagt, dass ich eifersüchtig für nicht mit "Freunden" wie dein bin. Also habe ich nur ganz halten, nur um Sie glücklich, auch wenn Sie von ihnen belogen wurden.

Gut in Ordnung. Ab diesem Moment tun, was immer Sie wollen. Du bist auf dem eigenen pal. Hoffentlich werden Sie mich schätzen, wenn Ihre neue "Freunde" die gleiche Sache zu Ihnen. Wenn Sie traurig sind und wollen, um mich zu sehen, sorry ich habe keine Zeit. Ich muss Ihnen Lektion so dass Sie zu ändern. Ich weiß, Sie sind mit einem guten Leben jetzt, so ignorieren Sie mich und meine Gefühle. Das ist in Ordnung.Menschen ändern sich. Und ich fühle mich verraten!

Tun Sie, was Sie in Ihrer Ausreden.
Ich bin sehr enttäuscht. Sie können Comeback zu mir zu jeder Zeit.
Ich werde immer für dich da sein.

My Hidden Messages (5)

Art no. 41:
I love a guy so much. This is a song by Flop Poppy - Aku dan Kamu. This is our song in our time. The art is what we can see in the music video. I added a heart and a his name. I love him so much and I am willing to wait for him if he waits for me too.. .

Art no. 42:
N.Gins Lab :)

Art no. 43:
The brown and the blue striped shirts. A perfect combination!

Art no. 44:
It doesn't look like the Moonlight Museum in Klonoa Lunatea's Veil.. :'(

Art no. 45:
The real message: Sleepwalking.

Art no. 46:
Yes. In my dream, I was in a place like the Hot Air Skyway.

Art no. 47:
I don't know the name of a game when I was a kid. It is about a cat and checkerboard.. . Hm hm

Art no. 48:
This is Aurorra Salwa. A very ... song. Ah ah Ah.. .

Art no. 49:
Cajun Fox.

Art no. 50:
From this moment, I will make more arts with quotations and something like that. An art with message.. . Then more people will see the meaning in my arts clearly.

Okay. Hopefully you all enjoy seeing the secrets.
GOOD DAY AND STAY TUNED!